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recall on the 1984 model [Jan. 14th, 2005|08:58 am]
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There are some things you can't just pretend away. You can hide it from people for some time, but when it comes down to the people who really matter, things come to the surface. The things you come to fear and be ashamed of the most will be brought into the light when you least expect it. And you will hate yourself for it, because there's nothing you can do to change it. You are irrepairably flawed, and they know now. That knowledge will change you, change them, and change your relationship without doubt. It will hurt. It will eat its way through you like a rat through your stomach, urged through your body cavity by the hot coals over its cage. The torture is unbearable. Try looking them in the eye now. Chances are it will be difficult. It will be strained. It will never be the same.

Send this one back. She's defective.

[User Picture]From: kids_and_heroes
2005-01-16 03:04 am (UTC)
I love you anyway.
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